Lesson Learnt.

I did something really stupid. I tweeted something that I normally wouldn’t about a teacher. The school found it and told me what I had said could have gotten me expelled or they could have called the police, except for the fact that I had no previous misdemeanors. It killed me to see the look on my teacher’s face, it hurt more that I had not actually meant what I said. It was a solitary dumb comment cause everyone was critising him, why couldn’t I? I regretted it after I had tweeted it and thought I had deleted it, but I apparently hadn’t. I wanted to disappear into a hole, I didn’t and don’t want to be in school where a mistake I made, determined/determines the way that I am seen. Not even an hour later, it was spreading round the school. I never do anything like this. I have never felt so humiliated,  ashamed and stupid. I never wanted to be this person,I don’t want to be this person. I’m going to learn from this. But I can never take back what I’ve done, this will haunt me.

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About nikkiwoodlands

Avid blog, TV, movie, book, music fan. Eccentric, smart, creative, ultimately dangerous.
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2 Responses to Lesson Learnt.

  1. tom says:

    Hey Niuk, these things happen. sometimes we just aren’t thinking when they happen/ However, it sounds like you are your own hashest critic which is good.. So write yourself a corrective Action Memo, forget it and move on. 🙂

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